I have had enough of individuals who are miserable because they choose to be miserable. No matter how hard or how often you do your utmost to cheer them up, they cannot get back into their miserable state soon enough. They insist on harping on the suffering in their lives, both real and imagined, to the extent where they cannot see, or deliberately ignore, the opportunities and blessings that come their way.
I have had enough of individuals who view themselves as larger than life and land themselves in serious trouble because of their arrogant and aggressive behaviour, even if these traits were developed as a hard shell to hide behind because of traumatic experiences in their past. Every time their bloated image of themselves land them in hot water, they run to the nearest shoulder to cry on, but never pay attention to any advice given to them.
I have had enough of individuals who are blatantly dishonest... even criminal. Who will use any means to get what they want through lying, never even considering what they are doing to other persons... or themselves in the long run.
I have had enough of individuals who kill and rape and maim simply because they can. To them it does not matter if it is a two year old child whose throat is cut simply to silence her because she cried when she saw her mommy being raped, or whether it is the eighty year old lady left unconscious to bleed to death from stabwounds, while her 82 year old husband, tied to a chair, are forced to watch. The evil in them knows no bounds.
I have had enough of incompetent politicians and government officials who live in the lap of luxury on the millions they obtained through fraud and corruption while their fellow countrymen starve to death or die because there is no money to treat their diseases.
Tonight I have had enough!
Yet I know that tomorrow I will again try to cheer her up and get her to see a professional to help her out of her depression because just maybe this time she will go.
Tomorrow I will again listen to her hysterical and tearful ranting and raving because someone injured her larger than life image of herself and calm her down to prevent her from doing something that will get her into trouble because I see the person she can be and just maybe this is the one time that she will listen to advice.
Tomorrow I will again believe the sob story of the stranger and give him money to visit his injured son in hospital becasuse just maybe he does have a son in hospital.
Tomorrow I will not pack up and relocate to Australia, New Zealand or Canada because I love my country and believe in its future.
Tomorrow I will forgive because: "There, but for the Grace of God, goes I".
PS. All real issues that crossed my path in some way this week, so please pray with me for strength to do tomorrow what has to be done, even if I am still angry!